break@MPW

Having a break now....MPW...good module to take lor...yup yup....havent wrote for more than a wk???!hmm...between us, it's more or less okae...had a major tok bout the whole issue & i guess everything's kinda fine now. Anihow, mid-terms are coming....-stress- Feel rather disoriented lately, restless...just wanna slack!

Many out there would probably like me huh! Oh there came a 'helper' prof for Maritime Econs...Woah! Pretty interesting stuff he's teaching lor. Yah....Prof goin thru' some slides liao...shall be back here again REAL soon!!!!

Hahahah

Has everything realli been fixed?

We had such a big quarrel....but seems like everything is kinda resolved. But still it needs to be put in alot of effort to make this relationship work...By now, u must be wondering how is this related to SMU?! It all started with the school problem lor....but aniwei, hope that after tokin things out, our bond will improve and even be stronger than b4... Hahah.....hopefully it will....Life is not goin to be easy for us i guess....next sem will be back at NUS while he's in SMU....owell....agreed that we'll support each other through it all...-phew-

Anihow, not exactly sure wat else to write liao...shall stop here for today! Night night!

To Skip or not to skip????

Sitting outside picks & bites, I'm not quite sure of the relationship that i thot i was working at! Life for us, in here is spinning....move a little, it turns back again. And owell...the vicious cycle continues....Ask him if he would skip his wed class, but he wldnt, saying he's got a test tat dae. Woah! Everytime sumthing i ask, will alwaz ve sumthin important lor...

Maybe he's right! The things i used to like bout him, i dun now?!! Things arent tat well since the start of SMU! Wat a school man! hmm....shld we even be together if he wanna do wat he likes, and i want him to do wat i like?!!

This SMU thing is like a big 'stone' in my heart...Thot it would be nice if he cld be in NUS with me, but that's not quite happening, coz that's not wat he wants. False happiness is just not lasting. What's with having to accept facts & just let it go????? I'm seriously not sure bout that. He's in class right now, doin what he wants to....

Who would ever understand the anticipation & excitement of studying together again (juz like in JC), and suddenly the 2 years of anticipation destroyed with "I've chosen to go to SMU"!?

Havent had anything for breakfast, beside me is 2 baos he got for me, but just dun feel like eating!Shall write again soon then, goin for project discussion now!

I'm awake at this hour!!!!

Ah...finalli done with that assign!Owell....it's the 4th wk at sch & so much to do and so little time..
It;s like 12:37am!!!Woah!That's kinda late though, coz will nv not be in kong long yuan by now usually!

Anihow, this blog thing, i thot i give it a try & also to talk about things i see on my exchange at SMU!And hopefully, by end term, this blog will be full of stuff...ahaha....Aniwei, the ZzZz monster is approaching!-grinz-if u noe wat i mean....yup yup