To Skip or not to skip????

Sitting outside picks & bites, I'm not quite sure of the relationship that i thot i was working at! Life for us, in here is spinning....move a little, it turns back again. And owell...the vicious cycle continues....Ask him if he would skip his wed class, but he wldnt, saying he's got a test tat dae. Woah! Everytime sumthing i ask, will alwaz ve sumthin important lor...

Maybe he's right! The things i used to like bout him, i dun now?!! Things arent tat well since the start of SMU! Wat a school man! hmm....shld we even be together if he wanna do wat he likes, and i want him to do wat i like?!!

This SMU thing is like a big 'stone' in my heart...Thot it would be nice if he cld be in NUS with me, but that's not quite happening, coz that's not wat he wants. False happiness is just not lasting. What's with having to accept facts & just let it go????? I'm seriously not sure bout that. He's in class right now, doin what he wants to....

Who would ever understand the anticipation & excitement of studying together again (juz like in JC), and suddenly the 2 years of anticipation destroyed with "I've chosen to go to SMU"!?

Havent had anything for breakfast, beside me is 2 baos he got for me, but just dun feel like eating!Shall write again soon then, goin for project discussion now!