Today
A friend brought to church today to hear the words of God...Pastor asked us all to ask God to help us forgive pple who have done us wrong, let us down. I prayed to God and asked him for this strength to be able to do that. I'm not sure, is it that easy to forgive?I dunno...I'm still questioning myself on that.
Speaker talked about having a relationship with god. We as individuals have to understand the nature of the person before we can have an intimate relationship with them. Don't get me wrong, intimate relationship not in that sense but rather someone you would share with. Like for instance, one cannot have an intimate relationship with someone you just meet on the streets on some random day. The same principle applies to the relationship between us and God. I always believed that God is watching over us, but what I do not comprehend is that does God really have to be BIG?? He does great things, and I know that.
Something struck me during the service today. And I dunno y i almost teared. Something told me that there are certain things in life that are just the way they are. And instead of trying to change it, why not appreciate it. And life could be happier. I gave it some thought...I agree. there are just times when I find myself doing certain things for the wrong reasons, especially if i try too hard to want to change something...And at the end of it, what do i gain?? I only upset myself...It is definitely an area of myself that I have to learn to change.