Was I SaDDam Hussein??

Hmm...these few days have been pretty enriching for me in terms of myself...I heard them tell me what they used to see me as...I'm surprised, unaware & i'm happy. My friend commented that i looked different now, as compared to during Uni days. So curious, i asked him in what sense...Then yesterday someone else told me something even more interesting about myself. So i decided to share with all you pple out there... ...

'OLD' rabbito:

Compared to saddam hussein...hahah...(trust me, i nv knew it was that bad!) I was domineering, wanted things MY way, looking sad everytime as if life was that BAD everyday, i feared loneliness (which was y i always wanted him to be around). I dictate what has to be done, and as a result he lost much (things he had wanted to do, friends he wanted to hang out with, etc.) I didn't know what I wanted in life or myself. And the 'orh okay lor...Like that lor' kind of attitude lingered around me.

'NEW' rabbito:

I'm MUCH MUCH happier now than ever. I enjoy my life the way it is now. I never thought life could be that beautiful & colorful. I am definitely more understanding now, that he actually was afraid i would be angry just coz he cld not have lunch with me. (but i wasn't at all lor...hahah). I have a direction in life & I know truly what i really want. I learn to adapt to things the way they are, & embrace any challanges that come my way. I love hanging out with my friends & I like so quiet time to myself as well.

So that is it...What you all think? Does the description really sound like saddam hussein? RABBITO saddam hussein?? It's funny to have heard all that. I was aware of how i used to be, but i just couldn't see things their way. Looking back, it's pretty interesting to know anyway... But anyhow, that's past me already.
I'm a new ME!!!

I have no idea what caused the change, but the change is FANTASTIC. Maybe it was the US trip... (all those freaky rides sure did do some good huh?!-grinz-)Maybe I was really bored during the gap between after the trip and before NIE that i had lots of time to think things through, Maybe it cld be what someone told me before ("find that little girl in you. Find her & u will find truth")

Yup yup...So interesting rite...to hear about yourself from other pple's perspective. But one thing that I still cannot figure out is RELATIONSHIPS. Sadly, i still dunno what i truly want. I'm still in the process of finding out for myself... ...meanwhile, anyone can enlighten me on this?!

Anyway, i guess it's not really that impt to me at this point in time though, but it definitely wld be gd to know. Well, now all i want is to ACHIEVE, HAVE FUN & MAKE SOCIAL CIRCLE bigger, EXPERIENCE NEW things. lalalala...

Okie pokes...shall write till here...Going to chk out the children books...hahah....Rabbito signing off from lib @ NIE!!!!