Anxious

Just back from startbucks...Went over to study abit coz really cannot stay at hme liao...Keep feeling sleepy....-yawnz-owell...

Tmr is the start of my exams liao...At this point in time, my heart is beating very fast...I guess i am both excited and anxious. I wanna try to recall what i have studied so far, but yet i'm afraid...what if i forgot some stuff liao?! Certainly hope i have prepared enough...but hahz...when does anyone prepare enough for an exam right??

Ah...What a dilemma!!Hmm...Chinese Biz is my 1st paper...okay lah...shall stop here today...going to shower and ve my dinner liao.

Counting down to EXAMS: 17 1/2 hours

Briefing

This morning went down to MOE for the trainee teacher briefing. Woah...Think got quite alot of people, about 100 or mabbe more...no idea. Nothing much though, just brief on the usual stuff: salary, benefits, leave, code of conduct, blah blah blah....

B4 the briefing started, was given a stack of papers, containing the letter of appointment, accademic records, forms for salary crediting, medical, etc.... As i sat there listening to the person telling us about the details on NIE and deployment to sch, I think i got abit scared...I dunno y...but at that moment, i just felt like that...gosh!

But aniwe, Today also signed the letter of appointment already...hahah...next week got to go for medical & then need to go make the identity card, and of course wait for the package for NIE enrolment details to come...hmm...Looked at the trainee teacher handbook they gave today, apparently wld ve to go teach in a school for 4 weeks b4 the actual NIE school term starts...hahah...cannot imagine myself talking to a class of 30 CHILDREN!!!*gosh* I can't really handle my sis's 2 kids already....~HELP!!!!

To all my inspirations that made me wanna take up this challenge, just wanna say u all are the GREATEST TEACHERS i ever had!! And I now see(even b4 going into it), how tough this could be, and u all hung on....I hope i can be like u teachers out there.... (lol...just a random thought..coz i noe they wouldn't see it!!!)

Yup yup...looking forward this great experience and challenge ahead of me...but at least all these admin done already...the rest will be after the exams le....oh and i forgot to mention, I PASSED my basic theory test le...Okay fine! No big deal...but hey it's my 1st step out to being able to drive a car can....my WORST fear ever after, sat in my mum's car on the way hme after she picked me up from training and WHAT we bumped into the car in front at the traffic light...haiz...traumatic...since then nv thought i wanted to learn how to drive...way to dangerous u noe!!! But owell...so here i am...starting later than my friends, when they all can already DRIVE!!!!ah ah ah......Will be taking the advance theory on 8th May...Wish me luck guys....

Okie...I better get back to my books...will keep all posted on my happenings soon...bye!!!

Counting down to EXAMS: 4 days

Last Day of School

Today is the last day of school term for me...which also means that exams are drawing nearer and nearer...Just finished studying 1 chapter for MA,so decided to take a break and update my blog.hhaah...this time round no kit kat...grinz... (hahz...Jean, u r damn lame!!WAtever!!)

How time flies...My Uni life is about to end SOON...and will be entering the next phase of my life...which is WORKING...wonder how different life will be then...As you wld ve know, I'm going to become a teacher and yah...really anticipating what's going to be in store for me...either at NIE or officially teaching a class of children...woah...sounds exciting already isn't it...New challanges ahead...

Now, it seems that everything is slowly falling back into place for me & I'm really really very glad for that. Months back, my whole life was just so terrible...Like everything just came crashing down on me that I just could not handle it at all...I didn't feel like going to school, alwayz lethargic and hence those TERRIBLE results for mid-terms. There was so much uncertainities as to what lif was going to be like after graduation...Suddenly, I feared getting out of school and out into the working world...the new pple that would be meeting & friends who will still be in Uni... YS told me that was "1/4 life crisis"...but i guess it's finally going away...

Aniwei, was toking to Mag today and hmm....we realized that we 'feel' each other... okay fine! we realized that a LONG time ago...tat's freaky coz she's like thousand of miles away and eeh...we r happy at the same times and sad at the same times too...weird huh...I think so too...lalalala....

Owell...enough of crapping liao...better go eat my dinner and back to 'digesting' my books again...hee hee.Will be back here soon to update on my happenings..

Counting down to exams: 10days

Bored

Ah back here again...
No school today and i woke up MEGA early today....7:30am.
Wah hah...Was hoping that today can study more than the past few days
But owell...Like not in the mood to touch my lecture notes lor

Mabbe it's ENVIRONMENT ECONS...
ultra little stuff on the notes...Meaning very little words and alot of diagrams with no explanations on it
Had to listen during lect to TRY to catch everything abt the diagrams
BUT as usual, u catch some, u don't catch others!!!

*Unwrapping the outer label*
*Slowly unwrapping the silver foil*
* ah there it is...my KIT KAT*

yes yes...I noe...It's only meant for during a BREAK...not when i haven't been studying much since this morning
but heck lah, just wanted to munch on sumthing...not to mention i had a packet of my KID's SIZE MILO (COLD)...yummy!!! All in the span of 4hrs since i woke up!!!oops...and did i mention that i had my breakfast before all those stuff....wahaha....

Owell...as u can now tell, i'm like gorging myself with all these junk food though i'm not supposed to, coz it makes me FAT!!!! grinz...this is the exam thing for Rabbito lor...when i feel stress, my body gets excessively overdosed with junk food...which is y i alwaz seem fatter during my exams...hmm...bad for health, but can't help it...COMFORT FOOD!!!

Ah...counting down to EXAMS: 16 more days...

Done with Essay...Full blast for the Exams

Ah...All done for the essay...due tomorrow lor. phew! A burden off the shoulder...
Now for the next round, EXAMS!!!
Ah ah...thanks for reminding myself...owell
As of today, it's exactly 20 more days to my 1st paper and I so have not started on studying yet...Better get started soon...Haiz

Took 2 history, 1 econs and 1 biz modules this sem... No idea y i decided to take the history ones. For one, I failed my history all the way in secondary 1 and 2 lor, that i told myself nv to touch them again...so now u muz be wondering y as well? Seriously, i have no idea!!! But i muz say i am impressed by the history professors in NUS lor...They really make the lectures sound like stories, so so fantastically interesting, not like last time. yup yup...

Consider this, China history (from 1800 - Present) at 8am on a tuesday morning, and the class is like as if all the people taking it are there man. Imagine how well he teaches... But i must say the
readings are plenty lor... Must try to understand all that stuff in the lect and text...

YES reminding myself again how little time left to the papers... Aniwei, going blading again with Julie and gang at ECP later in the afternn...-yeah- gd break & after that my life will just be going to school & stuck at home mugging!!!HAHA...

Owell...I better stop all this crap...so all the events to happen in the very very NEAR future are as follows:


22nd Apr - Chinese Biz in S'pore and Beyond
25th Apr - Environment Econs
27th Apr - Struggle for Modern China
29th Apr - Managerial Accounting

13th May - 26th May - USA (grad trip...yeah!!!!)