Ah....Havent been here to write sumthing for 2 weeks liao. Been rather busy the last 2 weeks rushing out the project write-ups lor...owell...at least most of the work is done liao...Hmm....Now is the 12th week of school leh, next week will be the last actually!!! Exams are juz round the corner, and i kinda feel quite unprepared especially for maritime!Wah Wah.... ...but anihow, have to realli jia you oh!
Life hasnt been that smooth between us lor...I also dunno how to describe my insecurity i have within me...Though it may be a good thing tat i'm goin back to NUS next sem liao, but sumhow i just feel scared... Here's all the 'crab' personality setting in & it's affecting us ALOT!!! The feeling is so strange...Kinda feel that he is trying to break away from the way we r before...there alwaz seems to be other stuff on his mind, like his school work,friends,etc.
Am i being selfish when i dont let him go out with his frends? Mabbe i am overly possessive of him...dunno lah....I tink i'm damn weird lah... ....He's alwaz like saying he wants to sumthing new, fun, wateva...I'm a person whu is very pessimistic by nature lor...how bout me?Does tat mean he feels bored being with me noW? We used to ve common frends, so when we go out, we go out as a group. But we dunt have tat kind of common frends anymore. It's not tat i dun wanna go out with him & his frends lah, but i just dun feel comfortable, coz the things he & his frends talk abt i ve no idea man!!! How sad!
Enough of complaining...After studying in SMU for 12weeks, it has been a 'fulfilling' experience. The Profs are quite good, except for a few...shh...cannot name them!hee hee. Aniwei, as for the pple there, i would ve to say otherwise. No offense to anybody lor...But SOME pple are realli arrogant & tink damn great about themselves. Haha....i seriously ve the opp. view on that. Yup yup...they need more communications courses than tat man(if u get wat i mean!)
Owell....exams are drawing near, and i dunno when i'll be writing soon again...Hope things betw. him and me will be able to resolve soon.....meanwhile, Jia You for Exams rabbito!!!!!